More than a dozen beer cans lay crushed on the coffee table while Jack Bauer is on TV screen across the room.

The holiday season is always a hard time of year for me because it triggers up the past because it is SO in your face.  It is way too commercialized.  Its true meaning should be brought back and the time be made more simple and enjoyable.  Here is my depiction of what all pedophilic Santas deserve.

 

 

Read the following at your own risk:

                   Innocence

 

‘December to Dismember’,

It’s not just for WWE as I remember.

Santa’s little target at the tender age of ten;

Gloved hands give candy canes with an evil grin.

July fourth celebrates our country’s independence

While Summer Claus steals my sweet innocence.

Now ungloved hands invading private places;

Begin holiday traditions with him in my spaces.

 

Thirty-seven years have since past.

How long will these scars last?

So sure those twenty years of protecting children

Would ease my own pain from no childhood protection;

Years of therapy just aren’t enough

To get through the years of this horrible stuff.

So now I take pleasure in torture and violence

Of things that make me feel small and defenseless;

Like dismembering Santa and impaling him on the fence;

But being overprotective of children in my care and guidance.

 

Some say that one can reclaim innocence;

It makes to me not a bit of logical sense;

As becoming large and strong was my defense

I still struggle with holding onto my excess weight

As a form of protection that is well out of date.

‘Human Trafficking’ has proven that I still feel some connection to my innocence

And also to the pain trapped inside by Santa’s violation of its pure essence.

 I do not have any answers at the present;

But will continue to thrive in spite of all of it.

 

Written: February 15, 2008

 

We have all 6 seasons of ‘24’ on DVD along with ‘24’ Redemption.  No commercials!  No Santa shit!!  Drink!  Drink!  And drink that ’24’ Christmas spirit!!  ‘24’ marathons are my idea of holiday protection.  Yay Jack Bauer!!!!

 

And so I say to you all:

Have a Jack Bauer Christmas and a ‘24’ Drinking Game New Year!!!

 

Until next time…